WHOA DON'T JUDGE

So.. I kinda found this blog like after all these fucking years and yeah. This blog is like a big slap for the 17 yo me. I mean what the actual fuck HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA there are so many memories of 14 yo me, and it'd be a shame to erase it so.. bear with it if you are reading this blog and... try not to judge.. at least so much.. hahaha...

oh nyeh nyehhhhhh!

I got tumblr account now, it's interisting.. more than this site, you can reblog things.. ROFL
visit visit visit <3 oddiee.tumblr.com , mostly were reblogged from pansyparty.tumblr.com, but I do some reblog from other things too though.. and just so you know I have my own original post.. but really just a bit :D
I follow humor vlogs. so just visit fellas, and even tho, I'll still updates this thing much too tho, but not too often as the old time.. :DDDD

I messed up and made some quotes, on twitter..

when you need to read, you read. When you need to write, you write, but when you need to share, you reblog, bu not me. I do copyrights..

I'm 13, I'm young and not proud to be young, but I had to say, I proud to be the not strong me.. tell me your story when you have no one to believe in, then make it up to the 13 ear old dead dollies, they'll hear you to help you froze your yet another tears.. with no fears.

did you really believe the things that I'm scared of..is the first up meeting new people..

Scene up my styles. mess up my lines.. now get up, kill the alive!

I've changed to be the now me.. I fucked up life, just to create money..

When you decide and say you can not be friends with me. I'd say fuck it, you're not a god and give it up too easy on me..

Got your interest on one of them? have your own good to use those quotes..
and follow me up on my twitter

Wulan Wongso: Age: 14 Astrological Sign: Taurus Zodiac Year: Rat

ELLOW my dearly Stalkers.. *waving* I get a life from love pretending as my self, but inside, I prefer to be someone that I think it would be interesting while being them :) I get so many labels from, and for my self, yes I'm a fussy, because I prefer to write something down into a right sentence, especially when it get's to English languange, I tried so hard to make the red line (the correcting lines) are gone, and gladly like it how it went so far :D I like meeting people, but I always says 'I'm Lazy' because I'm always scared to face them. 'how if I'm boring for them?' or 'how if he thinks I'm an ugly one?' and then so I would thought 'if I wouldn't try, how can I get friends?' and so this far, I've got nothing much but 3 besties :)

Three days of day-off's

This Saturday morning cheer me up. No mom's voice, but daddy's snoring voice woke me up, It was the 26th July that I was the first time post and entry on my blog, not my first official blog, but yeah oh well, you know what I mean. Last night was okay, nothing has change, my brother move out to my aunt house, and my sister is moving out of town to the same-aunt-different-house's house. It keeps me well, by leaving me alone with my crazy mother, she actually had to go to the nut house, not suicidal, but high amateur tempramental self-esteem, I wish I had another mom, that I wish is not her, her craziness level is overly high but she thinks she is just awake from her nightmare, and paranoid overly. First time I do when I woke up is moving my mouse, so my sleeping-computer is awake. Not shocked out when I know nobody is IM-ing me, from last night, either another night. And FYI, I'm a dirty 13 year old bitch, people love to see me nakedly on my new webcam, I'm stupid about geeky things in this world, probably, I'm the worst one. My (another) uncle is visiting me and my dad, my mom was taken to my (not another) aunty house last night, I was hoping to have a better family, I envy all people around the world that live in normally situation. I hate my dad, my mom, and my super exist cousin, even siblings. What I've ever done wrong in this my entire life? so wrong until god's hate me well to do that. I want to be forever 18, Have faith and better family, leave my parents right away to the certainly things, I hate people that says faking smile, because there is not faking smile behind tears, You don't do faking smile, in fact you're smiling from the deepest path in your heart, I've smiled a thousands times because I envy every people around me for being perfect, for being someone that I can't for being people that's scratching deep enough scar to be yell at.. I'm muslim, and turn into new age, or atheist, or whatever calling it with, don't comment this fuckin' sentance just because you know what the hell am I talking about. I don't envy people about it. I am desprately move my believes, because theres is nothing to shame of when I saying I'm not praying because I'm atheist/ new age/ or something than saying I'm muslim but I'm not praying. I prefer to confess, I'm an atheist. I do, believe god existance, but I do not believe that he's believing us enough to do praying things. I do believe god existance, but I do not believe, god loves us, I believe god's existance, but hes not there when we had scars in our heart, and praying for his help, In fact.. he make it worse. or even worse, and then make it the worst that we think the worts, but actually, it's just getting worse. I'm 13, I'm young and not proud to be young, but I had to say, I proud to be the not strong me. tell me your story when you have no one to believe in, then make it up to the 13 ear old dead dollies, they'll hear you to help you froze your yet another tears.. with no fears...

Old story to share up.

ELLOW my dearly Stalkers.. *waving*
I'm Indonesian, and 13 .YOUNG and PROUD!.
I'm web's addict, and talk too much in the world we know as the Internet, but the truth is, I'm shy in the first met, but when it gets to the second, third, fourth, etc.. You'll know me as 'P'TAKILAN' girl :D

Saya menyukai Bahasa Inggris, dan juga cara mentranslate-nya. Saya suka pelajaran bahasa, tetapi bukan sastra. Saya bercita-cita tinggal di luar negeri, dengan suami saya (jika memang ada yang mau sama saya di kedepannya =_=). Saya mendambakan sebuah gambaran keluarga bahagia di cerita kehidupan saya. Saya tidak suka anak kecil, tapi saya suka keimutannya. Saya pun berharap, saya bisa menguasai several different languange, that I'd love to learn in this nearly time. What my Interest right now is English, Turkish, Irish, Slovakian, Japanese, Dutch, and still so many more. I love learning different languange, but I also know what my interest right now is impossible to do. LOL.

I would like to have a good love stories, like princess in the book, or lived in 'the far away land' has. I'm known as tomboyish girl, but people keep be friend with me, no matter what. I don't like people who is talking with harsh tone, and sarcastic in sadistic way, and also narrow eyes to 'insulting' someone who is they think is not better as they are. I felt like the biggest jerk ever lived in their life, didn't deserve in their lifes, and a very big bugging bug, yang ngga pantes buat ada di kehidupan mereka. Bahkan mungkin setiap malem mereka bertanya sama dirinya sendiri 'why the hell is she inside my life story, I don't think I've done something wrong, Oh god, please erase her from my life'. Mungkin saya akan berkata maaf jika mereka memang butuh kata maaf dari saya, but I'm also a human, I get hurt, I could get scratch when someone is trying to hurt me, and it feels hurt like hell. I also never wished to be born, even my mom said, I lived because an accident, and you'll know what I feel when your own mom that is the one who is saying that.

But still.. I get a life from love pretending as my self, but inside, I prefer to be someone that I think it would be interesting while being them :)

I get so many labels from, and for my self, yes I'm a fussy, because I prefer to write something down into a right sentence, especially when it get's to English languange, I tried so hard to make the red line (the correcting lines) are gone, and gladly like it how it went so far :D

I like meeting people, but I always says 'I'm Lazy' because I'm always scared to face them. 'how if I'm boring for them?' or 'how if he thinks I'm an ugly one?' and then so I would thought 'if I wouldn't try, how can I get friends?' and so this far, I've got nothing much but 3 besties :)

I love my friends, best friends, and stalkers like you who is having long time to even reading this :)).

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MY MUSIC's...

All American Rejects
Tatu
Tokio Hotel
Britney Spears
Secondhand Serenade
Metro Station
Bullet For My Valentine
Alesana
Cobra Starship
Simple Plan
30 second to mars
Bring Me The Horizon
Blessthefall
Depapepe
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Plain White T's
All Time Low
Avenged Sevenfold
Funeral For a Friend
Coldplay
Lifehouse
The Cure
Do As Infinity
Dragon Force
Escape The Fate
Eyes Set To Kill
The Fray
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Guns n' Roses
Hothotheat
Incognito
Jimmy Eat World
Making April
The Offspring
RED
Regina Spektor
The Republic Tigers
Ronan Keating
The Scene Aesthetic
Lazlo Lane
Sum 41
The Used
Vanessa Carlton
Vanila Sky
Mayday
Trivium
Yellowcard
AFI
Attack Attack!
My Bloody Valentine
Envy
Alexandher
New Found Glory
Danzel
Anime soundtrack
Anime OST.
David Archuleta
3OH!3
Jordin Sparks
Lady Gaga
Melee
Rediscover
Emilie Autumn
DJ Puppy
Placebo
Pixie Lott
NeverShoutNever
Ciara
The Academy Is..
Linkin Park
You Me At Six
Aiden
Misfits
Cute Is What We Aim For
The Pink Spiders
The Devil Wears Prada
The Strokes
RadioHead
Panic At The Disco!
Paramore
Incubus
Boonie Pink
The Radio Dept.
In Flames
Owl City
Lady Gaga
Ke$ha
Cobra Starship
AVA
Taylor Swift
Ne-yo
Chris Brown
Millionaires
Lights
Dance Gavin Dance